End of my love journey

Only the memories is left here,

And it spends a whole day talking to me.

You have made the decision very clear to understand.

I'm aware that there is no reluctance in you.

De house;

`that's full of our memories,

`that's filled with our love..

You want a farewell,

But I simply do not want to end the relationship.

I can only force myself to pretend nothing has happened,

Smile even though my heart is bleeding.

Now u has left and not coming back to this house anymore.

U are very far away from me now,

And I will also slowly walk away.

I will learn to give u up and

THAT IS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO.

I don't know what can i do,

The house has become a prison to me,

`every morning i woke up by myself without you at my side anymore;

`every night i sleep with tears on both my eyes;

`everyday i dreamt of you doing your stuffs like usual in this house;

`everyday i'm guilty for my own mistakes and

SORRY for whad i had done to you.

I wont say to u- wait for me

And hope you can be a strong girl who can handle everything by yourself.

I cant have any hopes in this relationship anymore;

I will miss the smile on your face;

I will miss your smell;

I will miss your hug;

I will miss your cooks;

I will miss the moment we both spent together!

Adelaide Botanical Garden =P

After today 1/8/09 12am will be 2/8/09, which is "me & gid" six months..
thanks for everything.. muacks luv u!~

Dear's hair (styled by me)

*am i have the potential to be hairdresser?* jokin!~
okie, styled with Loreal remix, Shape & Spike then last with Salon Finish hair spray. =P

YEA! 100days

~me AND gid~

dear-1


dear-2


our SHOES- croc with a smiley jibbitz

This is our story, we begin just like others..
somehow there are stars upon our love,
guardian angels around us..
and, i am ur protector =P
ur pig,
ur bolster,
ur pillow..

dear, MUACKSSS!
~luv u~

- Sorry -

sorry dear, i shouldn't angry.
just being childish, i'm not managing my anger properly.
however, i noe i should keep it in heart even though the issue is sensitive to me.
thus, sincerely apologize to u.. MUAKS!

Recent

De accident traumatized me for days,
adi one week and i still can rmbr the moment clearly,
frankly i almost emotionally collapsed as..
i keep all this to myself,
struggling in heart,
lot of pressures in head,
de pity cos losing my car,
de sadness cos disappointing my daddy mommy,
de guilty cos hurting my frenz,
silent.. speechless..

gid,
i don wanna c worries on ur face..
thanks for everything..
luv u~

*hopefully i can get thru all this.. cheers ;)

Lovely Valentine's Day

14/2 is comin tho,
My lovely gid, just wanna say to u,
" i wanna to be ur everything "
U mean so much to me..
You have brought so much joy to my life,
you give me so much to look forward to... ...
when I wake up every morning =P

luv u..